Sort Of Shitty Weekend

I ran away to Lombok last weekend. Someone I have been chatting to for ages from Malaysia came to meet me. He was OK but I wanted to be alone after we had done it. Ate dinner at Square which was very pleasant. Ended up telling Ade I was in Lombok. We had words by sms. We seem to be fighting all the time now. The weekend in Lombok was the first time I have had sex for over a week too. No more visitors to Yoyo’s. I have sacked my gardener/driver as he was Aron’s friend and Aron isn’t welcome anymore. I think that maybe these two were behind all the shit at the mosque I mentioned earlier. Ade is coming from Bali to stay. Not sure how that will go. I wonder how long he will stay this time? I have lost all motivation for swimming and going to the gym. I went out in Lombok. My Malaysian friend came with Achand and Wafer. It was awful. The place was full of smoke. The music was shitty. I didn’t enjoy it at all. Walked out and went back to the hotel. Slept with no action from my Malaysian friend! Had to leave early the next morning and do the bloody taxi trip across Lombok. Arrived at Kayangan to find the company boat was not working and I had to take the public ferry! They had arranged for a bus to pick people up at the other end. I arranged for my car to be brought to pick me up. So it was a long trip home. Have been staying at Yoyo’s quite a bit. There has been no Internet there the last two nights. School continues to be just as shitty as ever. I really don’t know how I will make it in this place till June next year.